June 22, 2010

Dear Alex,
It seems like every time I call Daddy doesnt answer, or when he does he tells me you are busy or not home. I really miss talking to you.

Today is Tuesday, Daddy said he was off on Tuesday, I guess he must be back working Monday - Friday; there was no answer.

Sometimes I wonder what goes through your mind about me. Do you know I call you so often? Does daddy tell you I leave you messages on his voice mail? Do you ever get the cards or letters I send? I hope one day you know how much I have missed you, and how much I long to have a relationship with you.

Right now Daddy has his control, and there is really nothing I can do about it. Pawpaw is helping him with lawyers, and your Mamaw obviously takes Daddy's side. The sad thing is, they have lied about so much, I don't even think they know what the truth is.

I want so bad to hold you in my arms, and sing the moon song, or give you goosebumps. I just dont think its going to happen any time soon.

I have to be down there for court on July 21st - I know Daddy wont let me see you that day, but I hope something happens, and I can see you.

I miss you so much baby. I hope your summer vacation is going well.

Love always,
Mommy