June 6, 2010

Dear Alex,
I really miss you today.
We are getting ready for the Zoo tomorrow, and I really wish you could be there.

I called you today, but Daddy said you were playing with the kids next door, I hope you were having fun :o)

I thought about a lot today; Sometimes Kathleen's family calls her to talk, and she just doesnt want to talk on the phone, but other times they are all she talks about. I bet your like that with me :o) At leat, I hope you are. I miss you every day, but sometimes, i just cant fight with Daddy. I want you to be happy, and I want you to be Healthy, and I know you are both. So, when ever I can be a part of that, I will be.

I love you more then you will ever know. I think about you every day, and miss you more and more every day.

Sometimes I feel like I'll never see you again. But, we live 3 hours away from eachother, and I know that the visits cant happen as much as I want them too because I dont drive.

Well baby, I hope your laying in bed sleeping with sweet dreams. It kills me to think of you in that tiny room... But I know one day you will have a great big one that is filled with a big bed and tons of toys!!!

I love you baby!
-Mommy